It is a dangerous time

June 12, 2023

Good afternoon,

 “ Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come.  But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into.  So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him. ” Matthew 24: 42-44

A narcissist and dictator in the White House.

Wildfires in Canada are out of control.

A genocide in Gaza, Ukraine, Russia, Pakistan and India and nuclear war. Artificial Intelligence is about to take control of the economy.I am not saying it is the end of our world. People have predicted wrongly many times throughout the centuries. Mennonites have been good at getting it wrong. There have always been bad things happening in the world. There have been dictators before. There have been too many genocides in our histories. But, what do we need to be watching for in these times that we are living in ? How do we stay away from conspiracies, and continue to proclaim a hope in spite of things going awry ?  What is God saying to us, as the people of God ? And we should not try to predict that Christ will come when certain things happen. We do not know anything about the future. What does it mean to live faithfully in the midst of crises ?


I am worried about Saturday. Mr. Trump is having a birthday military parade in Washington. There are all these protests all over the country. The President has said he is not going to institute the Insurrection Act. This would give Trump almost unlimited military and political power. I think it is a dangerous time, and now Israel attacks Iran. And it becomes personal. Hannah was to fly from London to home in Amman, but Jordanian airspace is closed because all the bombs and drones fly over Jordan. She might have to fly through Qatar to get home. I will let you know, when I know.
Lord have mercy on the universe. AMEN.

Fred

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My Prayer to the Lord

Sunday June 8, 2025

Good morning

Prayers  

Oh God,

Lord of the Starfields, Ancient of Days, Universe Maker

Where do you reside ? 

in heaven, 

in my brain

      or my soul,     

  or my Spirit  or nowhere,    like quantams

My prayers seem to go somewhere     

   but where do they land         in the trees,       

       on the stars           

     in the smell of the lilacs in spring,

I am assuming     that you do not stand still,           like protons     

              in the smallest parts of your creation.

I will offer the words to you,    \

 in faith 

   in hope   

        and in uncertainty

Our Father,     

who lives or exists in heaven or elsewhere   

Holy is your name for ever and ever.   

Your kingdom will arrive    

       hopefully today   

           but at least  by tomorrow   for sure !

 Your will,

or your strategic plan is all we have.

Continue to give us our potatoes, meat and bread 

  and please give to everyone, 

   all 8 billion of us.

And  forgive all my sins, obstruction, errors, terrors , transgressions and other awful stuff   

  and make me, cajole me, and demand of me to forgive everything of everyone else today

and lead me not to the devil, but to you,   and lead me from the devil, the evil one,     

 even when it is myself

  ( a paraphrase of the Lord’s prayer ).

AMEN

Fred

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Diversity in the Bible !!?

June 6, 2025

Good evening,

” Now while he was in Jerusalem at the Passover Festival, many people saw the signs he was performing and believed in his name. But Jesus would not entrust himself to them, for he knew all people.  He did not need any testimony about mankind, for he knew what was in each person.”  John 2:23-25

There are four Gospels. Four biographies of life, death, and resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth, the Christ, and so much more. The early church ( around 375 AD ) selected these four stories as authoritative of the life of Jesus, our Lord and Saviour .They did not have concerns that these four different writers might focus on different aspects of the gospel story. Matthew and Luke tell different parts of the birth narrative, while Mark and John do not say anything at all about Bethlehem. All the gospels have slightly different resurrection stories. What does it mean for the church and its belief system that we have such a diverse set of stories ?

Matthew, Mark and Luke are similar. John is very different. When thinking about a story to guide me in my faith these next years, someone mentioned the Gospel of John because it is so different. In the text above John writes about the Passover. In the other three Gospels Jesus only goes to Jerusalem at the end of his life to celebrate Passover. In John he goes already in chapter 2. The Jesus we find in John tells no parables, but has seven sayings of ” I am “. This paints a diverse picture of Jesus. The above text says that Jesus does not trust humanity. What does that mean for us ?

In the church we are always trying to define what we believe in more narrow terms rather than having a wide expanse of belief. The gospels give us a way to include everyone. We should be committed to the church, and then discuss issues with the understanding that we are committed to each other. In the Anabaptist tradition we have been quick to leave each other behind, if we have a theological disagreement, rather than be in the right relationship with each other. We have to trust each other and the Spirit of the Gospels.

Salaam and strength for our journeys of life and faith

Fred

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Being in the presence

June 4, 2025

Good evening/morning,

” Prayer is not doing but being. It is not words but the beyond-words experience of coming into the presence of something much greater than oneself. ” Katheleen Norris in Amazing Grace: A Vocabulary of Faith. page 350

I have had Norris’ book for a long time but never read it. I guess I have time now. She grew up in the Presbyterian Church, but left it during her university years. She became a poet and a teacher. She and her husband moved to North Dakota later in life, and she returned to faith. She was shaped by the local church of her grandparents, and by the local Benedictine ( Catholic order ) monks and monastery. 


When I had my heart attack, I could not pray nor read the Bible. I cannot remember how long this experience lasted, but I would say at least three months. I invited the Floradale church to do my praying and reading for me. I was trying to recover from the trauma of the heart event and surgery. I needed someone to do it for me. I was trying to exist or to be.  


In the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew 5, Jesus says, ” Ask and it will be given to you “. Pray and you will receive whatever you ask for. I do not know what this means, because we all know we do not get what we ask for. We try to explain it away with this thought and that argument, and any new idea. Maybe it is better to just  “be” in the presence of God. I have been trained for 66 years to ask, and so it  is hard to just ” be”.


I have been blessed by the songs of Taize, and they are all about ‘ being ‘. ” Jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom. ” is one of their songs. It is hard to learn new things especially about prayer. God says to the Psalmist  in Psalm 46, ” Be still and know that I am God. ” I still need to pray for peace in the Middle East. I will try to be in the presence of God for my life. What is your prayer life like ?


Dear Lord, continue to be the voices of peace in our world. AMEN


Fred

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A text for the future

June 3, 2025′

Good afternoon,

About a week ago I invited you to think about a verse, story or a book from the Bible that might guide me in the next week, month or year. Three things have come to me:

Psalm 46     ” Be still and know that I am God. ” verse 10

Psalm 51    ‘ Create in me a clean heart, O God …’  verse 10′

John 13:4-5    ” So, he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that he poured water into a basin          and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him . “

The first two are about worship. I need to be in the presence of God. These two psalm readings have many songs related to them. The focus is about God, and God alone. I want to sing. Psalm 46, God is speaking through the writer, while Psalm 51 is the writer speaking to God. The passage from John is at the beginning of the final meal, the Last Supper, that Jesus has with his best friends. Only John records this act of service of footwashing done by Jesus. I still want to do acts of service, and be open for people to do acts of service for me. John 13-17 takes place during the Supper. It is the final words Jesus has for his friends. There is great trouble at the table. Judas is there. James and John want to be the best. And Peter does not want his feet washed.

The last time we had footwashing at Poole, there was only myself and one other man who washed feet. All the other men washed hands. More women washed their feet. I think it is dying out as a symbol of service. We are one of few denominations who have been doing it. What should we do ?

I will let you know next Monday of my selection.

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The road of life and faith is filled with light and dark.

Praying for Gaza, for the mothers and fathers of the children. AMEN 

Fred

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no more gopher holes

May 30, 2025,

Good afternoon,

” I plead with Euodia and I plead with Syntchye to be of the same mind…

Philippines 4:2

We do not know anything about the two women mentioned above. There is nothing about them in the book of Acts about when Paul and Barnabas visit there in Philippi. But, Paul has heard that they have a problem with each other. We do not know the issue that seems to be bringing them into conflict. Is it about the nature of Jesus, or the organizing of the community of believers or about food, kosher or not ? We do not know. In today’s world, you should not write about this conflict between two people in public. The letter was meant to be read in public. This would be shameful and embarrassing today. Back then, the first century after the birth of Jesus, I do not know. Maybe this was how things were done.
Now you shame people on the internet. No face or responsibility. On the site, Threads, there is mostly slander and hateful speech. One person says something about a news item, and hundreds of thousands state their opinions. Many are Artificial Intelligence responses. No person in reality. But , here there is no plan for reconciliation or peace. It is all about letting your anger fly off into the abyss of social media. I read only about three responses and then I refused to go down the gopher hole. But it is so depressing .


What is this negative polarizing attitude and speech doing to our collective soul ? Or has this been the norm all along, and social media is highlighting it for all the world to see ? What can we do as the church or individuals ? I hope Euodia and Scyntchye resolved their problem. Glory be to God. May the reconciling words of Jesus always be our guide to relationships. 


May no more children be slaughtered in Gaza. AMEN . 


Fred

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Worth a thousand words or a picture

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May 23, 2025

We attended a gallery exhibition while we were in Amman, Jordan. It was photographs by Palestinian artist  Raeda Sa’adeh . She lives and works in Jerusalem. Her photographs were large, and of high resolution with everything in clear focus.  There were about ten pieces in the exhibition. The lighting was very bright, and there were large windows, and so you had to look at the photos from different angles to see the whole picture. Maybe this was by design. I tried to get a picture of them, but there was always too much shadow and reflection. Maybe, this was also by design. Artists are always creative.

So, I took some pictures. What do you think? Her photo is called the Narcissist. She is looking down into a reflection of herself. Try to find it. Shirley is now in the piece taking a picture. In the background is the reflection of the window of light. There are other smaller reflections in my picture. What do you see ? How does my photo change the picture and its meaning ?

For me, it is like a story of Jesus. There is always a lot going on. In a miracle story of a feeding of 5000 people, there is Jesus, the disciples, the people being fed, the food, the weather, and the people outside of the picture. In the story of the crucifixion, in all the Gospels, there is so much to report. As you think of the death of Jesus, what picture do you get ? The cross, Peter, Mary, the whip or the crown of thorns ? How would you draw Jesus on the cross ? Faith is so rich and complex, never the same, each and every day. A new picture of Jesus and salvation to reflect on, and act upon in the glorious creation.

AMEN Praying for the guns, the bombs and the death to stop in Gaza.

Fred

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Ugly. Bad. Good

May 21, 2025

Good afternoon,

” For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.  Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who does it, but it is sin living in me that does it. Romans 7:19-20

I was given a book to read by a friend. The title is ” The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks “. Tissue was taken from Henrietta’s body in 1951. She died of cervical cancer soon after. Scientists had been trying to grow cells outside the body for years, and when they tried to grow Henrietta’s, the cells kept growing and growing. They have been used ever since, in all kinds of medical tests and treatments. There are  billions of her cells all over the world. They are known as HeLa cells. The first doctors never got consent from her family to harvest the tissue from her body. The Lacks family was African-American, and never compensated. Racism was part of the story. There were good people acting badly all over the story.

In the book, there is this story told. Dr. Alexis Carrel invented the heart bypass surgical technique ( I was saved by this in 2007 ). He won the Nobel Prize for this work in 1912 . He was the first to suture together a piece of human tissue and a chicken heart. People thought that this would lead to immortality for all people.  But Carrel did not want immortality for everyone. He wanted… ” to preserve what he saw as the superior white race , which he saw as being polluted by less intelligent and inferior stock, namely the poor, the uneducated and non-white… He would later praise Hitler for his energetic measures he took in that direction.” ( page 59 )

I think we are all infected with this thing called sin. We want to do good, but sometimes we just can’t stop ourselves from doing bad things. The sin of the brokennes gets in the way. Sometimes we say, ” the devil made me do it “, but I believe that is a sinful attitude in itself. We could go down the rabbit hole of theological conspiracy, and try to find where sin entered the world and our lives.  Paul is being so honest here about his own shortcomings or sin. We need to believe in the graciousness of God, so our sin will be smashed to smithereens, and we can get on with changing the world for the better.

GAZA.

Fred

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4 Seconds of Glory

May 20 , 2025

Good afternoon,” There are moments, and it is only a matter of five or six seconds, when you feel the presence of the eternal harmony…a terrible thing is the frightful clearness with which it manifests itself and the rapture with which it fills you. If this state would last more than five seconds the soul could not endure it and would have to disappear. During these five seconds I live a whole existence, and for that I would give my whole life and not think I was paying too dearly. ”   Fyodor Dostoevsky  ( 1821-1881 ) One of my top ten books is Crime and Punishment, by Dostoevsky. It was one of the books that I read that I learned about and reflected on the sin in my life. The book is about a murder by Raskolnikov. Dostoevsky was a Russian writer who was a Christian, so it is not s a surprise that I learned about sin and salvation from him. He is a great storyteller, as well as a theologian. He continues to be read all over the world. Eugene Petersen ( who translated the Bible into the The Message ) read him as a devotional writer. Peterson would put an hour a week in his day book to be intentional about reading Dostoevsky in prayer.
Do you meet God in spurts of four, five or six seconds or do you have mountain top experiences last a day or two or longer ? Moses met God in a burning bush and on a mountain. Elijah met God not in the fire or in the wind or in a earthquake, but in the silence. The Old Testament says no one who has met God and has lived ! Jesus went away to be in silence with God. God met Jesus in the form of a dove. Jesus spoke to God while on the cross . Where have you met God, and was it in passing or was it a whole afternoon ? What was it like, and how do you describe it ?

” I know a man in Christ about fourteen years ago (whether he was in the body I cannot tell, or whether he was out of the body I cannot tell, God knows) who was taken up into the third heaven. And I know the same man (whether in the body or out of the body I cannot tell, God knows), how he was taken up into Paradise and heard words not to be spoken which no man can utter. ”  Second Corinthians 12:2-4This is strange talk by Paul referring to himself in the third person. When we meet God, we talk about it personally. Why do you think he chose to write it in this way ? Is it too dangerous to talk about our experience with God ?
I hope and trust you meet or met God today, in Spirit and in Truth. Praying for Gaza . AMEN

Fred

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Food Fight

May 13, 2025

Good morning,

“When he( Judas ) was gone, Jesus said, “Now the Son of Man is glorified and God is glorified in him. If God is glorified in him, God will glorify the Son in himself, and will glorify him at once. “My children, I will be with you only a little longer. You will look for me, and just as I told the Jews, so I tell you now: Where I am going, you cannot come.

“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” John 13:31-35

Judas leaves the supper (verse 30 ). Jesus tells him to betray him quickly. Earlier, at the beginning of the supper, there is the strange and healing event about Jesus washing the feet of the disciples. This was not enough to change the mind of Judas. The whole last supper is full of intrigue. There is a power struggle among the disciples, the betrayal by Judas, and Peter getting angry with Jesus about getting his dirty feet washed. It is an uproar. I am surprised there is not a food fight. Remember next time, you take communion, that the first meal was a tough supper of food and conversation.

With all this dissension and controversy, Jesus flips the conversation, ” I am leaving for good, ” he says. You must now love one another as I have loved you. The followers of Jesus had given up everything. As fishermen, they did not have much, but they wanted the kingdom of God. This is what Jesus had promised them. Had they got the wrong message ? Had I got the wrong message, when I was baptized at 17 ? Well, I am still looking for the kingdom of God. It is not under the hundreds of rocks I have looked at ? I have not seen it in the sky. I have glimpsed it sometimes in the eyes of people, and in the colour of the tulips, but I have not seen the whole thing… yet . What about you ? How do we love each other in the midst of a crisis of belief ?

Pray for the kingdom to arrive in GAZA today. AMEN

Fred

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